水藍色星河

The test of selecting exchange students will be held after 15 days. Even though I haven't taken the test yet, the frequency that I imagine the life of being an exchange student is much more than before.>< How should I do to stop day dreaming and do something really helps to get better chance?
I know too much hope might put enormous pressure on myself, but I can't help but pretend I would get a opportunity to go abroad one year. Maybe I am too anxious. HELP! Someone come to calm me down!
If I am admitted to exchange to a ideal school, I will be so happy that burst into tears. Time after time, I've thirsted for throwing myself in a place in which nobody know me. Living in a foreign city, I will face many obstacles definitly. However, I am not afarid of solving problems, the only thing I scare is I am handstrung by my frailty and expection others put on me. Going abroad is just like tune-up, and I can try to live a different life, make some changes, and just forget anything I dislike temporarily. With relaxing mind and independence, I suppose to be more brave to deal things.